Saturday, January 2, 2010

Random Thoughts...

It's January 3rd and I am about to hit the treadmill for my second 30 min walk of the day - so far I've managed a combined total of an hour a day since the New Year (well three days in a row isn't too bad is it).... If I survive another 30 minutes on the treadmill than I am off to work on my university assignment - yes even though I'm technically on vacation from study a late mental health placement means I have an assignment due January 11th, 2010.... Thankfully all the staff at the hospital I was allocated to were great and made the whole experience a little less scary - I hope when I'm a registered nurse I will have the patience and skills to be able to help other students...

On a complete tangent - So sad to hear that the Tavern on the Green (NYC) has closed - although some said it was a total tourist trap I really enjoyed visiting and dining there on my trips to New York City... I really hope that someone else can step in and take over the lease - it's such an institution and it would be really sad to see it close....

Talk to you soon.... Ozgirl

Happy New Year and starting a new life....

Well where to begin... The last conversation I had with one of the two owners of the company I work for (let's call him Mr G) left me reeling and more than he will ever know has had a profound effect on me over the past couple of weeks... To set the scene I am a thirty-four year old single woman (enough of a cross to bear, to some it would seem) but I have also returned to university after realizing that my career is not the direction I want the rest of my life to keep traveling in... So in 2007, after a month of tossing it around in my head, I applied for a Bachelor of Nursing degree at my hometown university... Well that was 2007 and it is now the dawn of 2010 and I'm entering into my third year of study and will, hopefully, be finished by November 2011 - still a way to go but everyday is a step closer... It is sad to say but my university studies have become my salvation over the past two years and it has been a relief to have more to life than work and home - two years down (2008 and 2009) and some good academic results have helped to rebuild some of my self-confidence and self-esteem...

So after the soul-destroying conversation (well it was really one-sided as I barely managed to get a word in) and a minor meltdown (and more than a few tears) I've decided that 2010 is going to be my year and hopefully by keeping a blog I'll be more motivated than ever to keep up all those resolutions we make every year and forget by about the middle of January - this is to keep me honest.... So here's to 2010 and creating a new career and life ..... If anyone is reading this I hope you and your loved ones have a great 2010 ....